Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Je is back!

I know I have been away for over 2 weeks. Ce n'est pas totally ma faute...honest!
I have been very busy the past 2 weeks. What w finals, the arrival of my family and subsequent full time job that is my baby brother, and various graduations.
Sooooo...what I am trying to say in Lolia and any other blogger that had decided to kick me out is...I am backkkk!
And shall put up an actual post soon-ish.
I've missed reading you guys' blogs and hope everyone has been healthy and blessed!

xxx's and Jesus loves you!

Monday, May 4, 2009

Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

Today I looked in the mirror and I felt beautiful.
Yesterday I looked in the mirror and I felt average.
The week before I looked in the mirror and I felt fat.
Eyes, make up your mind.

Dear Diary,
Today I read my friend's email about her new boyfriend yet I felt content.
Yesterday I endured through a couple making out behind me in the library and I felt lonely.
The week before I finally got the attention of this guy I think is cute but I could not care less, I was high on Jesus.
Emotions, make up your mind.

Dear Diary,
A month ago I tried to delete some of my secular music...I only went as far as the rap/pretty boy artists who I never really liked either way and/or only talked about getting some.
All week I've been soaking in my Gospel music and getting rid of those songs that did not uplift my soul, and I'd never felt better.
Today I was bored and needed some new music...and I went back to some of the old Beyonce.
Ears, make up your mind.

Dear Diary,
In January I finally found a group of friends to hang out w in school and I felt accepted.
Over the weekend I couldn't make it to one of their birthday dinners and I felt ostracized
Today I got an 'I love you' text from one of them and every past feeling faded away.
Heart, make up your mind.

Dear Diary,
A week ago I told friend A what the Holy Spirit had begun in my life, she was pleasantly shocked.
A few days later I told friend B...she did not believe...I felt like a little girl who had just been told the tooth fairy did not exist...crushed.
A few hours later, the Spirit and I won back a soul for Christ...and I talked to another friend who is going through the same changes as I am...I felt ecstatic!
Holy Spirit, stay stay STAY! :)

Dear Diary,
Last semester I failed two classes BUT I had an 'excuse' for the 'rents...they did not send me back to a school in Nigeria *phew*
This semester I have secured 2 As...reason to be grateful
But today I turned in a paper that I dontwannatalkabout...and I have a final tomorrow I'm hardly ready for.
So brain, enthusiasm and determination, WAKE UP!

xxx's and Jesus loves you
A month ago

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Dear Lord...

Dear God,

I really need you. You know how You said we should come out from the World and be separate? Well I feel like the relationship w my friends is not the same. And it's not all of them...but some...the ones in my immediate environment. I feel ostracized because I am no longer interested in the things I was interested in before. And I was going to call/skype someone to complain...but you know how it felt when your friends slept on you in I'm calling on You to grant me peace and see me through, cuz you know what it feels like.
Thank you, I love you.

Saturday, May 2, 2009


Princess solemnly apologises for being AWOL! *shy face* Ce n'est pas ma faute...HONESTLY!

First off, The Holy Spirit has been doing wonders in my life that I cannot even explain! Ohmidaiz! How did I survive w/o Him in the past?! I have never been happier and more at peace than I am now. Jesus is truly a God that answereth by fire and I will serve Him ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE!
This morning I read 2 Corinthians 6:17 and it says "Therefore come out of them and be separate". says the Lord
So in the month of May, my resolution is to stand out. By their fruits you shall know them. I do not want to only claim to be for Christ. I want you to know by the way I talk, by the way I walk, by my swagger you shall know that I am a Jesus freak! Haha! *There's really a song called Jesus freak, it's awesome!*

ANYWAY, I have been incognito because not only are finals upon me -don't you just hate school sometimes?- But I have been trying to grow as a Christian. Yesterday I learnt that we will be thrown into the wilderness. If you are feeling like you are being tempted now and life is throwing darts at you, it is because, like Jesus, you have believed and received the Spirit, now it is time to be thrown into the wilderness. What sets you apart is what you do in the wilderness. Like the Israelites when they left Egypt, the enemy will follow you into the wilderness, hoping you'll turn back. The minute you turn back he will tempt you into his trap once again but if you trudge on, "The Lord will fight for you, you need only to be still" Exodus 14:14
And as the enemy follows you into the wilderness, you set him up for his destruction! 

--> Good luck w finals...or work as the case may be!
--> Have a blessed new month!
--> Stand for what you believe!
--> And my baby brother is coming to visit soon :)

xxx's and Jesus loves you!